There is no special reason why I am tired of forgiving and forgiving all at the expense of torturing myself. I am sorry, but I do not regret meeting you.
It is also a gift from you. I want to get used to life without you. It will be hard to endure, maybe it is time. Questions will be good, then I will no longer miss anybody, and I will no longer refute what you said. I will talk to you as I did at first, but I will no longer be around you all day and will not make a pile of small things about life to you, and I will no longer be sensitive to crazy quarrels with you. It won't send you a message at once. You start to think they won't annoy you with your freedom, but it seems that something has changed.
It seems that their daily life has nothing to do with you. You can't say it, but you just feel that there is something missing between us. It's either that they are better or that they don't expect you anymore.