In the school to Q, I often see a hair disheveled, fat girl, she seems to be fat to some outrageous, wide school uniform set on her, and also couldn't conceal the big belly like watermelon, her clothes are very dirty, also the dirty from time to time the finger in his mouth, is very untidy, often own house/apartment, the image let I to her unable to produce good will.
Seems like every time class activity I can see her on the playground and I curiously ask classmates is what it,, students at the contempt for play on the ground of the sediment she said: "she ah--an idiot, old living are calling her silly girl today, and the teacher also so called, the students all special love teased her." I took a look and sediment of the fun to play her, pie pie, didn't say anything. The small lotus composition
I'm on the school bus from home to Q school, live in the south of the city, and in the north of the Q X village, this all the way away, forty minutes, I like to see the scenery out of the window, particularly like X village village of the river.
One day, the teacher suddenly and we talking about the silly girl, say silly girl is a very poor child, a little retarded, still can't speak, there will always be those who laugh at her, but she's just always smiling. The teacher said, E class of students go to the dining room every time line up, will see silly girl in d building around downstairs, E class boy will "fool, fool" to input, but silly girl or laughing. "Don't think she what all don't understand, she is much more clear than you, don't think somebody else is fool, she just don't let go dispute just, observe carefully, you will find that her when she heard the word the eyes fool sadness, but she can't go to debate, because she understand. Maybe you should change think of her." So far, I still surprised that I can remember these words.
That afternoon, just have a PE lessons, after training dissolved, I still see the sand of silly girl, still in with sand. Some of the girls in the class walked up and down in beside her and looked at her, I hesitated for a moment, and finally also step forward. Surprised to find her in use of stone castle, indeed as expected as long as girls, in the heart have that dream. Gently I picked up stones in her works of unfinished added up, startled she looked at me. I smile, continue to search for the stones. Soon, next to the girls come forward to help, and soon, a fill the castle of love in the sand. I try to communicate with her: "hello oh, can I call you?" She laughed, seemed to understand appearance, eyes clear is a vigilant. I sighed, continue to modify the castle. When the bell rang, I and silly girl waved her hand, and she still laughing.
I finally unbearable, asked a stupid girl neighbor learn elder sister, learn elder sister told me, silly girl's parents in other places to do business, can't take care of her and begged the school for a long time, the principal reluctantly agreed to take her, but not a teacher dare to, but, she had to everyday in the school, and in the playground, in the, in the space, silently laughing, it happened silly girl or a mute, high fever as a child so ruined her life. Learn elder sister is full of compassion.
The final exam is coming soon, nervous permeates the campus, the private school for Q school for scores decides everything, as long as the course has nothing to do with the exam, stop it, including physical education. Water dispenser is located, can look to the playground, every time I go to play water will often see sand that all alone in this figure. Maybe, she also building their own the castle in the dream.
Three days of the final exam will pass soon, in the hot summer vacation is long. During the summer vacation, I occasionally still think of the school playground that pile of sand castle child.
Swallowed with hot summer vacation, I finally return to Q school, only this time there is a student. Physical education, every week two. But, the sand that person but never came. Perhaps, her parents to the outside with it, so all right, parents can take care of her, will not be so much injustice. I think so, but somehow some small sad, maybe he had also in the heart had laughed at her now.
On Friday, and a PE lessons, disbanded after me alone to meet the autumn sun on the runway for a walk, runway on the school cleaners had time to those of cleaning yellow leaves. Behind him are two E class of students. "Hey, you know what? That silly girl oh, dead." "Dead? It can't be." "Really, I cheated you why, she and I were in the village of X. Seems to have some related." "How dead?" "The summer an evening, a 5 year old child accidentally fell into the village the river, just her pass by, jump in to save the child, the child clutched her, she not how to swim, so both sank, and there was an adult pass by, only save the child."
My heart is full of shocked, that clearly his eyes cautious children, despite being hurt deep enough, the in the mind is love. A mental image of a silly girl not hesitate to dived into the scene……
Early Friday afternoon after school, in passing by the river, I just look at the window, the after glow of sunset and on the river in, shimmering, it seems that piece of smiling face reflected, the fat figure, and the sand the castle of love…