Dear classmates:
Have a kind of feelings come to mind, are plaguing me.Maybe you don't know, I am very cherish the feelings of people, so please allow me to say a word to you, please you understand my mood now!
Looking at you that a pair of eyes, I dry my eyes again, I deeply feel guilty again.
This day is my holiday.
18 years old this year, I got so sweet happiness.You that a pair of intense big eyes...I can't see.When we walk together in the restaurant on the steps of my dreaming eyes appear delicate and clinking, aroma rich red rose, I really want to give it to you, because a bunch of fresh beautiful red roses will not only give life add pure and fresh and romantic breath, can let a person see the future and hope, will let each move at the same time, more important is that it can soothe my heart beating.But I realized that it's only a dream, had a very heavy heart fatigue.I owe you again, how are you?!
I think you please us to dinner, took out his saving to save all of the savings, from now on your body weak, often go to the hospital, absent every time you didn't come to class, my heart is very uncomfortable.Would overdo anything, can let a person feel the pressure, let alone from you that you planned, the pressure of the generous selfless love of students.
In life, I have been going through the fate of the clouds, but this is the day I finally felt the brilliant sunshine, how can I sit?!
Don't know if you remember, first thing between us is on the way home on that day.As usual in my old station waiting for a long time of car, very not easy to wait for a bus, get on the car seat with a friend.After a stop I it seems as if the car has stopped, but didn't notice the car up and down.Some time later, I found that there are two old couple standing, immediately stood up and offered his seat to them, my friend also stood up.The car stood many passengers, only we two girls, because no I nearly fell down, suddenly someone patted me on the back, turned a look, oh, my gosh!How are you?Although we are the same way, but not with the car?Does the sun from the west today?
It is amazing car you on our hometown, I think you or I took.When I wake up, you and your friends have stood up to give up her seat to us, I can't see you one eye, has been sitting with his head down you to my seat.
Finally, to the place where you get off, only to see you smile at me, and then out of the car and didn't know you that smile means "I paid the fare for both of you," after I got home I more think more think is wrong, although we are in the same class, I have been so respect for you, so admire you, but not once talked big enough with you.So, I can't take your money, I should put you paid ten dollars for us back to you.
Arrived in school, I in order to avoid the hurt your self-esteem, wrote a letter, and then add in your letter and money together inside a book back to you.But you put money on my desk angrily said: "don't do such stupid things again.I didn't say anything, feel very embarrassed.I'm really silly, which men can accept this money?In desperation, I think came up with a solution, April fool's day approaching, I am lying you won't be too care about!So I used the money to, and gather together a little money, buy a book "alumni" gives you.
I say to you: "I want to drop out of school, later not to go to school, I want to taking this opportunity to give you leave some memories, please accept my heart".I know you don't want to accept, if you know that I am to give you the money by doing so, you will definitely angry, in order not to let the secret, I try to play more realistic, I almost cried at that time, and since a few days my mood is not so good, so you also take it seriously, believe me.I managed to get the money back to you, so I just leave the nest like a swallow, feel so easy!
However, unexpected second thing happened, you come to me, also specially gave me a book, may be to say goodbye with me, at that time I began to reflect on, did I do wrong?
Before I read this book in your hands, it is in "women's day that day, you have to go to bookstore buy the book, in the city is to congratulate you on your sister's festival.I know you are sister's feelings, is no words can express the admiration and respect.When I read the book in others secretly seen, thought in my mind, also can get the people of the book is the happiest person in the world.If it is, I won't, I just didn't have the qualifications, I don't deserve, anyway I can't even think about...But I got!To get the book in his hand that moment, I thought that the sky is falling, unable to breathe, too agitated don't say a word.Finally, in reality, I still make myself calm down.
What happened for the first time, although my heart gushed out a strong sense of excitement, but I always suppress it, don't let it show, you buy a ticket for me, may be a sudden, because of you men are tending to make and do things, I see it as a simple matter.I always feel uneasy to cheat your feelings is a great book, get your students real love is, it is more difficult than to pick a month than ascend day, led on by me, but you make me dream all could not see the book gave me very easily.The original for this - I get you a book and feel happy, but I'm not happy, fragile heart feel more heavy instead.I need not classmates love in disguise, but the classmates on the built in the true love.So I try to pin my heart quick jump, seems to be nothing happening, determined to forget everything.
But this is the day your classmates love like the sunshine to restart my heart, rekindled has put out the fire in my heart.
That day I in preparation for the mock exam came to school early.See friends into the dormitory, I didn't come to school a week because of illness, they all miss me, I also want to them.Warmly greeting, they said to go to the bank give me the last time I borrow money transfer, so we all go to the bank.But the transfer operation is too complex, we can't turn.Are we anxiously, you like an angel appeared in front of us, you just finished, and then my friends said that in order to thank you for dinner, please.You said without hesitation: "I should have to treat, since time is running out, we have to cherish the time, before graduation, leave more good memories."I thought you are joking, but you really go over there to restaurant.At the sight of you I could not say words, this time more nervous, I'm trembling, flushed when going back to the dormitory, don't you let me go.So I had to go with you, this is the first time I sat in the private room to eat with other people, so I felt very uncomfortable, but this time, you helped me live a heart again.
I always can't find my direction to go, after I haven't decided target, in the process of chat, you said your sister majored in Chinese language, also said I was good in Chinese, I'm quite fit for this major.I want to feel quite reasonable.Thus, in the process of have dinner together with you, I finally found the direction, and the biggest goal in life.After the college entrance examination, my first wish is to fill volunteer when Chinese language major, in which school, I fill is Chinese language and professional - is you help me choose.Now it seems my this desire is, indeed, my only hobby!
I think you never thought that this one day suddenly the "date" has much significance in my life.You once again shows the students of your true love, once again shows you that heart of gold.
I this lifetime will never forget the scene where we eat together, always recall our short and valuable "date", really thank you very much, you have given me so beautiful memories!
Life is not the end of the race, you do for me may be the opening ceremony of the race for a glorious.But it was the opening ceremony is over me imperfect life, the end of the boring life.
I am very happy, feel is the happiest person in the world.18 years old this year is the greatest happiness you gave me, it's not just a meal, this is my greatest pleasure.I use the most sincere heart to thank you!
I really hope we can have an opportunity to communicate freely between, the purpose is not to explain himself, nor to deprive you of the world, but for the last time from you experience life full and sweet, because you brought great joy to my ordinary life.I'd like to tell you I care and confused, but don't want to let you worry about my life trivial things.You gave me happiness, let me taste the sweetness, instead, I give you pain, let you taste the bitter taste, it's not fair!So I give up the sweetness of the last time, in this paper, with their own language to communicate with you.The warmth of you silently in my heart, and washed away all the tired, my thoughts have sprung up growth and push me to say these.
You know the pain of a kite?Its desire for freedom, it wants to break free, free in the hands of a master line, fly to belong to own blue sky, flying freely in the sky, but the end result or because of string, tied on themselves and fall.If I were a kite, can't again so pain, because I have got from you has been eager to dazzling spring, although the spring of life is short, I will still be satisfied...You also have desire?I wish you fly on you dream of blue sky, all to satisfy his desires!
I may not make so many things for you, not that kind of happiness for you, I'm just a smile of comfort to bless for you.You should know that a smile is the most beautiful reveal human truth!Well, my words to this end, said too much, please don't take it to heart!I just want to relax the mind!
Finally, I wish you everything goes well, hope you success, to find happiness, you want look forward to you in the sky fly in your dreams...
advance
salute
An ordinary classmate of you